there are so many things i want to say to you on the phone just now but i just kept them to myself. becos why explain when its all my fault.
anw, this is to hbf,
sorry guys. from now on, i dont belong to the group anymore. im sorry.
i dont want to go band for hbf. but for band.
i feel so useless. i cant bond the sec 1s. i cant get the regular absentees to come. i let the previous batch down. i let N down. i cant lead well. i dont deserve this post at all. im lousy.
im sorry.
maybe i should had just left like how farhan did.to Nizam,
thankyou for letting me be the happiest man on earth on 12april2008. it was the happiest day of my life and i will never forget how the band come together as one and achieve the result together with you. you are the only one whom i look for whenever i am met with problems. thanks for the memories.
this is all i should say. the rest shall be kept in my heart forever.who should i go to now?
